first of all,i want to say sorry first cause my grammar is not too good than others..so will be a lot of mistake come out..hope u all din mind that..
i just want to write out some thing..onw thinking only..no need to blame urself for that..is in my mind..
First time write blog..really duno wat should i write..just can say with this three 4 month i really had a very nice moment with her..everyday also hope can meet u..ur morning to me r same like every morning supply energy for me to start my engine to working or other thing else..u oway ask..y i so like to travel so far to meet u or send u back home from uni..because i just wan to me u clearly..i was very enjoy that moment u sit beside me in my car..to share wat hapen to u in uni n ur life..everytime i m beside u,no mather how complicated problem also will be solf easily..i will be not angry when beside u no matter what u had done to me n i also will forget..duno y..u oway got this kind of power to cheer me up..my thinking was very simple..i m not that kind of people will think complicated..but she oway like that..everytime got new thinking just will hide ownself..do u respect me..
until yesterday..i sudenly recei her sms that she had feel scary about what had i done to her..what can i do if a girl was telling me this..i really really feel confusing and my brain now was blank..i do not know wat respone is should gave to her..i even not dare to share this to my fren n my beloved grand-sis..because she was not free yesterday night..i also din hv the right to want her to acompany me..is was my own problem..so..face my self..
last fri day,i went to watch englebird humpertick concert which is live is genting..i was duno who is he until before the concert start..but after the concert i suprising that he was so amazing..all the song also so do we call "lam" in cantonese..too romance ady..until i also duno y will automaticly hold her hand..duno wer is the brave come from..maybe the enviroment..argh...hate this type of feelling
hurr....after write this..totaly relax already..just wan to tell that..i will keep away for u not to scare me..but i will more hardworking to wat should i do..i also got sence..i also can sence wat hapen to u but is not only u will do so..
i duno it will cause u feel scary to me..maybe i had too over!!i will change it..i just dunwan to loss u beside me..
Wow..suprising that i can wrote so much for 1st time..i will try to update my blog next time...
bye..
